CONCEIVED THOUGHTS....

You n' Only You...

2010-05-08T21:44:00.000-07:00

I know you will never fathom why’s the sudden urge that I am writing this..

But believe me, thinking about you, I just can’t resist the urge to pen down the beauty that you brought to my life. From the moment I saw you, I have been living under your benediction..

My eyes get wearisome watching the savage demented people causing chaos in the society. And that’s when your eyes bail me out of the solitary confinement. The deep hazel charisma vanquishes the wicked and restores the faith in me. They instill in me the impulse to carry on..

I get bruised by the anguish of my comrades when we don’t reach a consensus. But a simple touch of your hand mends it all. When you roll those delicate fingers over my bruises, I get an assuredness that harmony will reign after the evil..

I swelter in the Sun and pant often for the thirst of life. My face resembles someone who has toiled hard for years. Just when I am about to drop down, your momentary glance brings the blessing showers from thousand splendid SUNS. I see GOD in you.

I fear defeat and dread to think that every good thing comes to an end. I long for divinity, but the human mortality in me is bestowed every now and then. Whenever I fear, your benevolent heart tenderly embraces me and recites to me the beauty of LIFE. your words are music to my ears:

“FEAR no EVIL and the WORLD will BOW down at your ANVIL !!!”

How does a mortal like me pay homage to my own GOD ??

Blessed I am to have you in my Life.

There’s no one other……..

YOU N’ Only You!!!

MY DEAR MOTHER

WHEN PRIORITIES CHANGE..!!!

2010-03-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

When u find someone, for whom u care…

And hurting them is the last thing u’d dare…

When that call from your friend feels trivial…

And that night fairy becomes suddenly surreal…

When walking in sun, U find solace in ‘tat shadow’…

And that busy street starts to feel like a meadow…

When the clock seems to tic right in your ears…

And you get the strength to block out all your fears…

When walking those evening walks, doesn’t feel the same…

And nothing rings your ears, but ‘tat name’…

When that renowned cuisine starts losing its taste…

And the roadside Panipuri feels the best…

When ‘tat voice’ starts rustling like a wind chime…

N u empathize, “Dude, u’r doin jus fine !!”

When you do nothing, but stroll about in a mall…

And start resolving upon the wedding hall…

When people point out the gait, you have feigned…

TIME TO ADMIT, YOUR PRIORITIES HAVE CHANGED…!!!

THE ENIGMA OF BEING ALONE…!!!!

2010-03-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

In the drama of life you ENTER being a loner and you LEAVE being one..!!!!!

But in between this stage entry and exit, we humans are supposed to be extreme social animals. We constantly need someone to cheer up our gloomy faces, share our joys and sorrows.. Just be there for each other..

In my 22 years of stage, never had I felt being so alone.

Reminiscence from college days is all what I am left with now..

So what exactly blew away my happy brood, causing me to babble about being so lonely…. ???

Yo AKON !!… you sure must have conspired with GOD when u wrote…….

“Lonely..i m so lonely

I have nobody

To call my owwwnnn….

U put me in dire straits just to show GOD

“an exemplified version of your song” n made a fortune outta my shitty luck…

DAmm you mann..!!!!

So as my misfortune turned out. I got posted in THANE..

( Yucks…!! At least being in Mumbai suffices)…So

HERE I AM

THIS IS ME

THANE’S THE LAST PLACE ON EARTH I WANT TO BE..!!!!

HERE I AM

JUST ME N ME

TONIGHT MY NIGHTMARE HAS COME TRUE……!!!

I enjoyed the first week in the cozy company accommodation provided.. Everything was hunky-dory until I got booted out of the place.. “ Young fellow !! If I we are not mistaken.. This is not your abode.. Go find your own place..”

N out I went.. Searching for a home through a consortium of blood sucking BROKERS…

I directly went into…..

DEVIL’S OWN DOMICILE……!!!!!!!!!

PICKING UP FROM WHERE I LEFT….!!!

2010-03-22T03:01:00.000-07:00

Last time I wrote. I was dodging bullets from my beloved roomies playing CS… This time the ENIGMA returns. MAGNANIMOUS than ever..!!!

Lot has happened over the past few months…

Joined the company and toured all over the Eastern India in the guise of training. Starting from THE SECOND HOME Pune, going up to STEEL CITY Jamshedpur, moving on to NAWAB CITY Lucknow before finally making a touchdown in MAOIST CITY Bhubaneswar.

Jamshedpur was all about ease. Roaming about aimlessly in SAKCHI and BISTUPUR occupied most of the evenings. Then there would be swimming in TATA CLUB HOUSE followed by gud ol’ MALLYA BABA’s toast in DEEP PURPLE or LITTLE ITALY…

Lucknow was like a Pandora’s Box having a plethora of choices. The SAGAR INTERNATIONAL boasting of top class cuisine from LITTLE PRINCESS, NAIVEDYAM etc suited the appetites to the fullest. They say ”TEHZEEB, NAFASAT AUR NAZAKAT KE SHEHER LUCKNOW ME AAPKA SWAGAT HAI...” What an apt line to describe such a Courteous city..

Bhubaneswar had no such splendor to boast about. The GARIB STATE ka GARIB CAPITAL though has lots on offer for tourists. Went to JAGANNATH Temple in Puri, KONARK Temple, CHILKA Lake, NANDAN KANAN National Park, KHANDAGIRI, UDAYGIRI. The staff at GINGER was very supportive in the tough times when we went through the tribulations to get final posting. Watching EPL matches at the SCOTTISH BAR with Harshad though, will commemorated forever..

Like all the good things in life, this JAMBOREE had to end too..

AND THIS IS WHERE THE ENIGMA BEGINS……………!!!

It's raining Bullets.....

2009-04-21T09:50:00.000-07:00

Guys...Don't get baffled by the title....It's just a notion i happen to use while watching CS.....For those introvert morons who don't know what CS means ( Counter-Strike)....Nways dont mind if u didn't know...It sucks....literally,mentally,spirutually....
Why the hell i m so bothered abt discussing it then.....????
It so happens tat my two BABBAR SHER's ( my roomies ) are die hard fanatics of it.....so much so tat...Food ain't on the priority list anymore....Well, insan ko kam se kam jinda rehne ki liye to khana chahiye na....Guys, wake up......docters in pune won't spare any mercy on u less u visit them on grounds of malnutrition...
But don't worry..jab tak main hu..barabarse tumhe khana khane le he jaounga....u r my buddies yaar...
On less sentimental note.....I m on ma way 2 b'come a JEHADI.....Khatam kar dunga CS hostel se....
FLASHBACK:
In first year, I had a chance to switch my branch frm Electrical 2 either IT or MECH.....n i still remember tat fatefull day....when I joined the Elite Bretheren of Assholes.....I gracefully accepted MECH....Yaaro....MECH rox....But nw i feel like Sholey ka Thakur....Mere Hath kate to nahi, par bandh gaye hai.....Imagine if i wud hav taken IT....CS khallas....Aisa Virus banaya hota ki cs.exe file dikhte barabar hi system crash ho jati...Graphic card bhasak jaate....Gosh.. I miss being an IT guy for this sole reason...
REWIND 2 PRESENT:
Ab to haal aise hai ki "Fire in the hole" , "GO GO GO" , "Need backup" sune bina chain ki neend hi nahi aati...So my DEAR BABBAR SHERo....Agar mere neend ki jara si bhi parvah hai to.........

KILL those dammit TERRORISTS.....
( Dedicated only n only to ALCO n T-BAG )
u guys rock.....n kill 2..........

Memoirs from the past...

2009-04-02T09:44:00.000-07:00

Taaujee and Lalli chikna...

( Excerpts from The Unforgettable Tour )

P.S: This post is dedicated in the fond memories of the two most fascinating persons we met on our Unforgettable Tour...

I always knew that we,the TRIO ( Myself,Tejas,Anupam ) were crazy....but this just surpassed all the records...
So one day teja bhai called and declared " Mai duniya se tang aa chuka hoon....we r goin out in some soul search..."
This dialog caught me just as if from 'Keep off the grass' by Karan Bajaj...
"Kab??"..."18th December"..."not possible..."......................"Thik hai mere bhai.....chalte hain..."
So here we were....1000 km up north....our journey took us from the ever busy Chandani chowk ( Delhi ), a not so dangerous Jim corbett national park (courtsey film Kaal,Ram nagar),chilly Nainital, Mussorie , Haridwar (washing our sins in Ganga, hutch chota top up for atleast 10 yrs), Kausani ( amitabh's nursery skills developed here).....must tell u tat the sunrise in Himalayas looks awesome from the hills in kausani...Delhi belly darshan..just missed the TAJMAHAL by a whisker...
In Uttarakhand older ppl are accustomed to be referred as 'taaujee'....as for us...'kaka' does the job for all age groups....we did have a fare enough share of Taaujee's there....

Taau 1 would have been our tour guide for Jim corbett national park, had *Lalli not interfered...Taauji caught hold of us right as we stepped in Ramnagar...Right from arranging conveyance, bargaining 4 us, suggesting Taau 2's guest house.....u'll be fondly remembered taaujee...

Taau 2 made us feel comfortable in his guest house in Ramnagar..Right from providing us the coziest room to the best food which we would relish throughout the journey...providing us the liberty 2 binge all night...( *Lalli was to blame 4 this )...giving the much anticipated student concession.....Taau 2 was best in what he did......savouring people's needs....

Enter LALLI CHIKNA (Lalit Negi):

"Everyone here fondly calls me lalli chikna..."

Hearing this opening statement, we crashed ...."Mann, tats so gayish...."..soon all misconceptions disappeared as lalli went on a hooting spree targeting each n every coming girl..."Don't know abt gals, atleast we are safe..." our thoughts resonated...
Lalli is no less than a don of Ramnagar..every shopkeeper fears him..having done the initial talks abt the tour,he left us to hav his dinner...only 2 resurface at 11 pm sharp in our room...cuts n bruises all over his hands..."Kya hua?"..."arree..kuch nahi..4 peg pell diye...full out....glass tod diya bar ka...jhagda hua...aur 4 fod diye...kat gaya saala..@*#@%.%^&....."Ye aapke liye laaya hoon...Military canteen ki hai....half rate..best quality....N the gift exchanged hands....The midnight binge followed...
When it comes to forest visits...Lalli has a trademark style...All dressed up as a 'dullha' he insured tat no deer in Corbett park was left unseen....God Damn those tigers,bisons,leopards n rare birds...."wo sab to khiar zoo me mil hi jayenge.....aap inhe dekho...hamare special baarasinghe..." must be hot as hell for those poor fellas..cause 10 singhs were still missing...Bade him farewell....albeit a lot of money exchanging hands.....U Rock Lalli...U sure do..................

Taau 3 was our bus driver for the night as we made our our arduous 8 hr journey from Ramnagar to Nainital...All but at 63 yrs age this guy didn't give a damn abt retirement.We were awake all night as the frosty winds didn't spare a thought for the poor chaps from Hot Hell Down under....Taau, much aware of the fact took charge..we sat next to him deriving what lil bit heat was on offer from the engine...from the oceans of vast driving experience, he took out the choicest incidents to set the tone 2 beat the night...As the night swept by, we marvelled at the intellect n loveliness of the old man...

These 10 days left a lasting impression on all of us....They say ' an umbilical cord is the greatest safeguard amongst any two souls possible...."
we'll i can safely say......" friendship revives those ties !!!

N as for soul searching......
"bhai waha ki koi pasand hi nahi aayi.....agli baar Jammu chalte hai....suna hai bahot @$#% stock hai waha............."

What am I doin Here....

2009-03-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

John Gray wrote a masterpiece in 1992 named
"Men are from Mars,Women are from Venus"..

He asserts the notion that men and women are as different as beings from other planets.......
My question is.....
"What the hell is everyone doin on earth?????"
I guess Adam was strolling along the beaches of mars,stark drunk.......When he somehow caught hold of an extra-terrestrial,bereft from it's group....N got a lift till he saw Earth...."What a serene beauty...,,maybe i'll just stay here...." n off he left the carrier.......
As of Eve...what can I say....From the wildest of my imaginations i can figure out that
'A shopping Extravaganza' on earth,maybe persuaded her to leave Home Sweet Home.....
Accidentally bumped each other N all the Forbidden fruit issue followed.....
Why is every one ever so tempted to woo the opposite sexes....
In the movie ' What Women Want 'starring Mel Gibson: Bette Midler the psychologist says "If men are from Mars and women are from Venus and you speak Venutian, the world can be yours."
If that's so,venutian language courses ought to have more centers...cause women,i find have long left the wooing job to be done by men.......
Having that Adam chromosome in me isn't helping much......Wooing the opp. sex always felt tiresome...Right from school dayz uptill nw.....Things haven't been that good....
Maybe I'll start searching that Language class nw.............

How do I cope up with this......

2009-03-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

Being a Mechanical Engineer,I had a fare enough share of #nuts,#bolts,and O' not 2 forget.....%screws..... But this one happens to be just too royal....(better start reading between the lines)....

As destiny had it, that fine day I got placed in TATA MOTORS...Seventh heaven seemed just at toes..We partied hard n slept even harder.
( guesses any???)
...nyways tat was it...no big deal...after all 9 others 2 shared the podium...

Here comes the real deal..Through several intense negotiations (via e-mail of course) with the HR of Tata motors,I managed 2 secure a project with the company...( B-tech afterall is a Big bang Project)...
All this happens in july..Big Deal..cause gettin an out-house project,tat 2 so early isn't that simple..take my word 4 it....lets fast forward 2 december 21'st...As i sat at my home
(Nagpur),the phone rang....
"Hello,who's this?"
"Can i talk 2 mr.bhushan?"
"Speaking."
"This is Nelson fernandes,HR,TATA MOTORS"
"O,hello sir"
"Bhushan,we regret to inform you tat we won't be able to give you the B-tech project..."
BOoM....i never heard what he said afterwards...Screwed.....BIG time...hurried back 2 pune..n this is what the college had to say....
" what can we do? it's your problem...now there aren't any In-house projects left for you..but for one.." n the finger followed the direction of the door...
It took some gutsy attitude from us to approach the most dreaded prof. of our department..n we were goin 2 regret the decision for the rest of our life..
anyhow the project is goin on smoothly..cause we don't even take the slightest of efforts 2 do anything....just hanging around in college..taking eye-tonic..n yup....writin blogs in a damm cool CAD lab..

If ever it so happens tat the project completes...( i would never bet my money on this ) the whole world would watch it....( with a lit'l help from Youtube)...
Till then ....adios....

Gettin Started

2009-03-23T13:06:00.000-07:00

Catching on the Bloggin fever....

It's pretty late at night as I settle my nerves on concentrating on doin something I always wanted to.....
Writing a BLOG....not b'cause it's fast becoming a trend nw-a-dayz.....But something deep within alwayz told me of my writin instincts... Just needed a quick Brush-up frm a very dear frnd (u'll soon b meeting him in comin dayz...) 2 ride on the wave......

By writing this blog i m joinin a very elite group of fanatics, obsessed with " Live life till the last drop" ideology....kudos 2 u guys...

Life always has been unpredictable...well it's meant 2 b..isn't it?? Right from my school life till date....surprises...surprises.....

As i near the end of my engineering life, i look back n wonder " Gosh!! seemed just like yesterday being ragged by seniors...." Through this blog i intend 2 revieve those glorious days ....

Hope tat u will enjoy travelling b'sides me as we caresss the old trodden
" Paths of glory "............